I heard on my local news last night that a study on drinking diet soda every day increases your risk of heart attack and strokes. How many here drink diet soda.......do you only drink diet soda? How much do you actually drink?
for me I drink diet Crush, diet Mt Dew and/or Diet Rootbeer, these I found are actually pretty good, do not leave a nasty after taste. Do I drink a ton of it? Well depends on your definition of a ton.......LOL I know I do drink at least one a day, and sometimes two........but usually no more than two. (most of the time) When I go out to a restaurant, I will always drink water with my meal. I tried to do some checking around online and found that only "small" studies were done, and none on those same effects for regular soda......why? Why are they signaling out diet soda? Those websites and the story on my local news did not say how or what in the soda made them come to that conclusion....and how can a "small," and short study show that it increases your risk of heart attack and strokes? From what I have heard and read, the only thing different about diet soda is that artificial sugar. I could be wrong...but that is just what I have heard. If that is the case then they should be going after the artificial sugar..which can now be bought in little packages, and larger bags for baking and such.........sometimes I feel this is just another way for the government to try to control us and what we eat. Sure some people could say that the government wants us healthy and that is why these studies exist and extra fees are being put on junk food and sodas.......BUT and this is a huge BUT........if they want us to be healthy and eat better......why is "healthy" food more money???
Organic foods?? sure sounds like a good thing, but again from what I have read and heard, the only difference is that they don't put all the chemicals on these foods and then slap the name "organic" on it........ok......wouldn't it be cheaper then??? Are they not saving the money by NOT having to use extra chemicals??? Remember a few years back when they said Eggs had nutritional value and were actually healthy for us....I have always known this....BUT.........I remember when that came on the news everywhere, then the price of eggs went up........The government should put a stop to these people jacking up the price when someone says healthy. I know that some need to make a profit, but how much do they think they need when they do nothing different...........but someone on tv says it is good for us and THEN they NEED to raise the price??
Just like when the minimum wage goes up.........then everything else goes up in price too....so how does that pay increase help us???
I think the government is too busy "helping" in all the wrong places!!!
These are just my opinions!!
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Thursday, February 10, 2011
Monday, January 31, 2011
6 New Patterns Posted
I have just posted 6 patterns!! Please scroll down to view them, or check, "My Free Patterns" at the right, they will be at the top of the list. I will still be posting the Square for February in a few hours.
WE are getting blast of winter weather.......I was hoping for one more blast of winter before Spring came.........which the way our weather felt last week, I was sure Spring was already here. IT is really cold out there, we had ice this morning and snow is starting to fall now.
I helped out at the school for a couple of hours, then headed home to get ready to take my mom to the dr, Her kidneys are messed up and it is making her blood pressure go way up.......so she is back on her Depokot and a blood pressure medicine.......she needs to fast this week then go back for blood work, which should tell them more.
WE are getting blast of winter weather.......I was hoping for one more blast of winter before Spring came.........which the way our weather felt last week, I was sure Spring was already here. IT is really cold out there, we had ice this morning and snow is starting to fall now.
I helped out at the school for a couple of hours, then headed home to get ready to take my mom to the dr, Her kidneys are messed up and it is making her blood pressure go way up.......so she is back on her Depokot and a blood pressure medicine.......she needs to fast this week then go back for blood work, which should tell them more.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Snow No More
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We got some snow last week, it really came down hard, but didn't last...this was actually a couple of weeks ago.......it started Sunday and Monday, and School got canceled Tuesday and Wednesday which made the boys very happy!!!! The boys went sledding with their papa and AJ was walking up the hill, and Aiden came down on his sled, and slammed into AJs legs knocking him over onto his arm, he ended up pulling his shoulder out of whack......Luckily nothing broke!!!
Sunday, January 02, 2011
Happy New Year!
Well I hope you all had a great New Year.........we did here. I think Aiden thought we were all crazy when yelling HAPPY NEW YEAR. He laughed, so I guess we were still, "ok" in his book though.
Both boys enjoyed their time off from school during the holiday break. AJ had left for Kansas City on his last day of school. This picture above is my father with Aiden, This too was Aiden's last day, but his school was h having a math party after school. Since I had been up at the school helping the teachers out, I told my father to take him up there, so I could clean up the house a bit and relax. They had fun!
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This is a snowman and holiday ornament I crocheted before Christmas for our kitchen. Both worked up quick and came out cute. |
My New year was spent with family and friends........we had a very yummy dinner! Now I am ready to get back to a more normal schedule. I put the boys to bed early today. AJ spent the night with a friend Friday and she let them boys stay up ALL NIGHT!! She said they were still up playing a game system at 6:30. I told her to not let that happen again......even with it being New Years, past midnight was fine......but not that late. When I called her the next day to pick them up to come over for dinner, it was 3:15 in the afternoon and the boys were all still sleeping!!!! I told her to wake my son up, I don't let him sleep that late. LOL
They didn't give me a hard time when I told them it was bedtime. I was surprised and relieved too. Now I am going to go enjoy my quiet evening!!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Christmas!!!
The boys enjoyed everything they got!!! It was a really fun day, with a huge dinner.
Call me a scrooge, but I took down the tree and the decorations Christmas day when everyone was playing......I had to have my living room back to normal......one thing I hate about myself is that when the holiday rolls around, I am done with it.....LOL....ready for the decorations to come down. Maybe I do put them up too early.
Anyway we all had a fun week. Weather has been cold, then warm......today it got to the 60s...to warm for winter. I am so ready for snow.........I would love to live back east!!! The snow they recently got??? OH MAN.......wow is all I can say to that.
Monday, December 06, 2010
Just an Update with MY OPINION
Well I am glad a new week has started.........I feel odd making a post without pictures, so I put some random pictures that were taken a couple of weeks ago. I have not been crocheting much since a week before Thanksgiving, but my hands need a break. I did say enough of Christmas crochet, although I will be doing two more things. I did start two Pokemon characters for the boys........they both chose big ones........Austin chose Lugia..........and Aiden chose Togepi, which from the picture doesn't look that big, but I started on it tonight and it is bigger than I thought. I am about 53 rounds out of 81 of the Lugia.
Austin was out with this BB yesterday, and they called me telling me that Austin hurt his left foot AGAIN. He has hurt it over the summer, and then yesterday it got kicked accidentally, but near where the scar was. No breaks, fractures, or sprains...but they are wondering if the summer cut was deep enough to cause an infection. I hope no. Today he seems to be doing better.....I kept him home, which the dr said was entirely up to me.
Now I would like to express my feelings on a matter that has blown up on Facebook. I had been seeing a lot of messages about changing your profile picture to a cartoon from your childhood to support and create awareness for Child Abuse...I didn't really see how changing a picture could do this, but I caved as many asked why I had not done so........day after I changed, I see a message on my cousins FB about it being a hoax........well I posted that, and got some nasty messages sent to me, and all of a sudden it was all over FB, people jumping on the controversy bandwagon....(myself included) LOL anyway......we all have a right to our opinions.......but mine, I think makes a valid point............Awareness for Child Abuse should not make us "aware" by posting a cartoon picture on our Facebook page........NOT one of us needs to be made aware on FB, BECAUSE..............we see Child abuse everywhere..you can't turn on your tv, radio, open your newspaper without seeing or hearing a child abuse case............so everyday we are "reminded" and made "aware" of it........but what do we do about it..........it is in our face, and very well should be, we need to make a stand, or at least make an effort........donate time/money....something............BUT don't change a picture on Facebook because someone tells you.....it is really easy to sit at your computer and change a picture.......Some people said that ladies put the color of their bras on facebook to bring awareness to breast cancer........ok well there is a difference.....in that, whereas, Child Abuse is in the news EVERY SINGLE DAY!! Breast Cancer is NOT!!! So it would make more sense to try to make more people aware. So that was why I was upset......NOT because I am against making a difference in Child Abuse, but people should be willing to make a difference other than sitting in front of their computer changing a profile picture for a certain amount of time...........HUMAN faces are what child abuse is..........cartoon characters don't help or hurt the cause.......except to make pedophiles think a child would be more willing to accept a friend request. Which should be something parents look out for. That supervision needs to start at home not facebook. Another thing that aggravates me........why do parents make Facebook pages for their very young kids........I think the age is 13, I waited until my son was 13 before making him a facebook page........why on earth does an infant, toddler, or child under the age of 13 need a Facebook page..........because mommy and daddy do? So what........parents can smoke cigs or drink, does that mean we let our kids too? These same parents who criticized me for making the statement I did on FB are the same parents who's very young children, even infants...have their own facebook pages.....now granted an infant won't get on...so again I ask WHY??? As for family members can't they know what is going on with those kids from the parents??
Another thing that was brought up about Facebook was the recent, "I like it here" statement, meaning where you put your purse..........some would say that was in fun.....and yes it was.....but how fun is it when you have these young girls on Facebook making that same statement? I have heard on 4 different news versions that the statement WAS MEANT to sound SEXUALLY SUGGESTIVE............ok??? Does anyone else see something wrong with a young girl making a sexually suggestive statement.....even one that is just suppose to sound like that??? COME ON PEOPLE, don't throw stones at me for my opinions when you have a lot of learning to do in your own families. So with that said, I am hoping more people will stand up and make a difference. A friend thought I needed to voice this on my blog........to make some understand why I got upset about the situation.....what upset me more was that I got "jumped" on for it. They can have their own opinions, but if mine differs I am not allowed to voice it?
Such a handsome boy
My oldest is getting so tall.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Hello December!!!
Well My brother and nephew came into town for Thanksgiving, here is Charlie, my brother, Mr Aiden, and you can barely see my best friend there in the right side. Decorating the tree!!!!
He was saying something!!!
3 Dorks!!! I loved this shot, Mr Aiden, Mr. AJ and Mr Dylan!!!
Here is my brother, Charlie, wearing his Chiefs sweatshirt.
I wanted a good picture, but they kids wanted to be goofy, AJ looks oh so handsome in this picture.
Charlie with Dylan.....I love this shot.
3 Dorks again. LOL
Tree which was moved quite a few times.
Mr and Mrs Santa pants completed!!!
I also tested this pattern for a lady, this is an Evergreen Tree, and came out really cute, out of all the "tree" patterns, this one, so far, is my favorite. Very fast and easy to make. Here
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Update!!
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Mr Santa Pants here.........this is to hold Candy, I am doing it as a crochet-a-long. Very cute pattern, I need to get started on Mrs Clause! |
I just did this last night, I was testing it for Ivory, you can find her blog by clicking her name. This owl is very cute, he covers a roll of TP. She does a lot of these and she does a great job. Aiden wanted this owl to have a white ear.
Well so far this is only the second Thanksgiving item I have done this year. This is from the Ultimate book of Potholders. I didn't read the pattern all the way through before starting........ did his feathers first and that took a few minutes really..........then I notice just how many separate pieces it had........I got it done in about a day..........and he came out cute.
The boys in front of the pumpkins we got. we had some little ones, and one we got for a friend of ours. They had a lot of fun carving....but I was busy with getting dinner ready since it was getting late, and we had company over.....so my friend, Melody stayed with the boys helping out. She enjoyed that very much. Aiden mainly wanted her help, the older boys didn't need any "help" LOL
There is miss Melody helping out.
Trick or Treat...........mask on......
Trick or treat.........mask off!
Poor AJs pumpkin!!! It fell apart when it was being carried, his is on the left.......Aiden is sitting on AJs pumpkin. Oh well, they came out cute anyway. This was AJs last year trick or treating!! He says he will not go out again next year, but pass out candy or something. Aiden enjoys it so much! Most kids do!
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Happy Birthday Aiden!!
Mr Aiden had his party Saturday, and he loved it, he loved the whole day, and his daddy being in town too.
Opening a gift!
Mr gooder, and mommy with my best friend looking on in the background.
Toy story cake
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Conferences Already
Yep, my Aiden did today!!! I have to say I am getting excited about elementary school again. Once AJ hit middle school, I missed elementary school. He was growing up on me so fast, and things were done differently in middle school. I can go through it again with Aiden. I love to hear him talk about his day. I LOVE that he still wants a hug and a kiss from me when I drop him off and he DOESN'T care who sees!!!! He still says, "I love you mommy" as he walks into his class!!! I always miss him! It is only 3 hours, but still!!!! He is my baby. Anyway he is doing great in school.........he can sign his name now without tracing it...........so he will graduate to signing his name without seeing it. He can count to 100, but they are not even doing that in his class yet.....but he will count to 100 all the time at home. He is super polite, and smart........but they wish he would talk more......he is shy at school a bit. So that is the goal next cycle....as well as learning how to write our last name.........it is a hard one, he can say it now.........but spelling it will be a challenge. 8 letters!!! LOL I know he will catch on fast. I think I want to start writing the day, month, and date for him too, so he will get use to what those words look like.
I got his hair cut yesterday too, and he looks so handsome, I wanted to wait until it was closer to his birthday and school pictures!! He will turn 5 tomorrow, but his party will be on Saturday. He is so excited. I also had AJ get his hair cut yesterday too. He looks so handsome and much better. Even the stylist said he looked better leaving then he did coming in. LOL
Our temps are cooling down a bit, more so at night, time does not change until November, which I am a bit upset about, but what am I going to do? I like when it gets dark earlier.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Well it was a gorgeous day, no sun out, but we did get rain, thunder, and lightening!! Talk about some really cool temps too. My mom and I were out on the porch taking a break from cleaning and stuff, and we got chilly out there, So did Aiden. I am really tired, and we have Best Buy coming tomorrow to get out tv that caught fire. It is 2am and I am still up, so I am going to be one very tired lady!!
Had a great weekend, yesterday AJ was out with some friends, so Aiden and I went to see a parade and to the Fall Festival the local fire department was having.........Aiden had a lot of fun, and I did too, visited with some friends and relaxed some. AJ was gone today too, so just hanging out with Aiden, cleaned some of the house.......tried to pick up my hook and I think I have "crochet depression" if there is such a thing........I just can't get motivated to crochet..........I thought maybe it was because I hurt my wrist...but that was not it. I started a little ami for Aiden, and just could not get that hook to move very much. Aiden knew I had run out of the soft navy yarn for his blanket, so he reminded me today, and he and papa went to get me some, so I could "finish" his blanket, he really wants it done!!! I think I will force myself to work on it later today. Now I need some sleep.
Had a great weekend, yesterday AJ was out with some friends, so Aiden and I went to see a parade and to the Fall Festival the local fire department was having.........Aiden had a lot of fun, and I did too, visited with some friends and relaxed some. AJ was gone today too, so just hanging out with Aiden, cleaned some of the house.......tried to pick up my hook and I think I have "crochet depression" if there is such a thing........I just can't get motivated to crochet..........I thought maybe it was because I hurt my wrist...but that was not it. I started a little ami for Aiden, and just could not get that hook to move very much. Aiden knew I had run out of the soft navy yarn for his blanket, so he reminded me today, and he and papa went to get me some, so I could "finish" his blanket, he really wants it done!!! I think I will force myself to work on it later today. Now I need some sleep.
Friday, October 08, 2010
Crochet Pictures
Just in time for Fall!!! Magnets, Turkey and Pumpkin Pie
Cat/Dog pattern I tested for Ivory, how cute is this???
Kitty
Dog
I made this and then had to send it off, I LOVE this dragonfly!!
I have my modem up and running. I missed the internet. I think we all did, especially my mom.
I am just so glad the fire did not get worse and we are all ok..............I am also glad I called, I was about to throw the TV out and take the hose to it....but once we unplugged it the smoke eventually stopped.
Saturday, October 02, 2010
Missing the Internet
Well I am without a modem...........I was told my ATT that I would have one on Wednesday, but it never showed up, and it took them a week to tell me that it was not ordered, and that I was basically given the run around and lied to by them........I will be looking for a new internet company, but until I do find one, I will continue to pay my att bill and get the new modem.
Other than that things are going ok, I got a new car, but it had an issue with the radiator, but it is being fixed, it is done but needs to get some antifreeze in it. Anyway just a quick hello here, still have a few more pattens to post on here.
Other than that things are going ok, I got a new car, but it had an issue with the radiator, but it is being fixed, it is done but needs to get some antifreeze in it. Anyway just a quick hello here, still have a few more pattens to post on here.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Weighty Issues
Ok well it is not Wednesday, but close enough. I don't count the next day until I wake up. LOL. I did good today......if you compare today to yesterday and the day before that, and so on.
I did really good today with my calories...........I think I got 1400 something, and burned about 300 something, which doesn't sound like a lot, but it is better than usual for me. I used the stationary bike for 15 minutes, and that was enough, I am going to try to do that twice a day. My knees are burning and my back is hurting, but I know I need to keep up with this. I will also try to use my exercise bands as well. With my van still out of commission, It is hard to get to they gym, I could take a bus, but I would be on numerous bus trips and take about 2-3 hours to get there........and still have to walk a ways after the bus drops me off. I am not ready to tackle that!!! I think our bus system really sucks!!
Anyway boys are good, Aiden brought home his "name" LOL a paper that had him trace his name 5 times, then write it on his own.......he was so proud of that, and I am too. He was just so cute talking about his day. AJ had pictures taken Monday, I hope they come out good, I forgot to take him to get his haircut. So I made sure it was combed before he left the house. Aiden has pictures the end of October I think. The office staff asked me if I would volunteer that day to help with the pre-k class and I said sure, and they then informed me the pictures would be free. Even better. Although I would volunteer no matter what.
I am soo super tired and my hands are cramping up bad, I have "pockets" of fluid sitting on top of them. I have been crocheting too much. I have a few new designs to add to my blog, they are being tested right now.........plus a couple of older designs to tweek and add. I just finished designing another 12" square tonight.......I started it last night. I also just designed two more coasters......really simple coasters..........first one didn't come out right, but not bad enough that I can't use it as a pattern. The second one came out bigger than I wanted, but I have heard that some of us like bigger coasters. Anyway I hope to have them all posted this week.
Night!!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
It's all about the AJs!
Well AJ has been in school about a month almost and Aiden is going on 3 weeks now. AJ is doing really well, I received his progress report last week, and he has As, Bs, and one C and that is in pre-algebra. He has been at a steady C in math for awhile now, and I think that will be ok for him. Math just seems to be what he struggles in the most. I am upset with the school, most nowadays, I have noticed that past couple of years, they have said no to backpacks, and yes to string packs........which are very flimsy!!! I have spent a great deal of money on these string packs since he started Middle school, and have to say that I think they really messed up with this......I don't understand why they can't have backpacks.........I know his school says they want the string packs so the kids can carry most of their books with them, instead of going to their lockers after every class..........BUT.............AJ is in 8th grade now and his books are bigger and much heavier.......and you should see the blood marks on his shoulders!!!! I can barely lift this bag!!! and have already had to replace it twice this new school year.......in less than a month!!!! I think I will bring this up to the principal.....this is just not right.........no wonder kids are having back issues so early in life, and AJ has complained of back pain for awhile now.
Aiden loves school..........he is so super happy when he comes home, and has papers in his backpack.....he was also class helper and thought that was so neat. It is exciting for me too, once AJ got into middle school...I kinda missed that elementary school time..........Aiden went to the library for the first time Friday, and got to check out a book, and he was happy, he carried that around the house all day Friday!! He is just so cute.
I have been letting the boys earn money by doing certain things, AJ gets 10 dollars for mowing the grass, Aiden gets 5 dollars for cleaning up the trash in the yard, which with the wind happens a lot...........I hate when trash gets blown around...........but some of it is just people not caring where their trash ends up, and some of it is from cats getting into trash bins and pulling out trash, or the wind just blowing over carts.........we got a lot of wind last week, and it would blow over full trash bins.........so he gets a little bag and picks up the trash.
Yesterday AJ went to Lawrence for a KU game, and Aiden and I went shopping.....they had something called, "Rorys Close Closet" downtown, so I took Aiden and they had some nice clothes, some of it was brand new, in fact a lot of the stuff was brand new, and the most expensive? $6.00 he had fun picking out stuff too............I picked out two hoodies for him, and he wanted ones with a zipper instead. LOL.....so he knows what he wants. I left with 3 bags of stuff, and spent only about $47, then off to Walmart and lunch. We also stopped at the Dollar General store, hadn't been in one for awhile and I wanted to see what they had.
Today has been a relaxing day, Aiden wants to play Toy Story Operation game soon. He went with his brother and papa to buy some play sand for his sand box.
Aiden loves school..........he is so super happy when he comes home, and has papers in his backpack.....he was also class helper and thought that was so neat. It is exciting for me too, once AJ got into middle school...I kinda missed that elementary school time..........Aiden went to the library for the first time Friday, and got to check out a book, and he was happy, he carried that around the house all day Friday!! He is just so cute.
I have been letting the boys earn money by doing certain things, AJ gets 10 dollars for mowing the grass, Aiden gets 5 dollars for cleaning up the trash in the yard, which with the wind happens a lot...........I hate when trash gets blown around...........but some of it is just people not caring where their trash ends up, and some of it is from cats getting into trash bins and pulling out trash, or the wind just blowing over carts.........we got a lot of wind last week, and it would blow over full trash bins.........so he gets a little bag and picks up the trash.
Yesterday AJ went to Lawrence for a KU game, and Aiden and I went shopping.....they had something called, "Rorys Close Closet" downtown, so I took Aiden and they had some nice clothes, some of it was brand new, in fact a lot of the stuff was brand new, and the most expensive? $6.00 he had fun picking out stuff too............I picked out two hoodies for him, and he wanted ones with a zipper instead. LOL.....so he knows what he wants. I left with 3 bags of stuff, and spent only about $47, then off to Walmart and lunch. We also stopped at the Dollar General store, hadn't been in one for awhile and I wanted to see what they had.
Today has been a relaxing day, Aiden wants to play Toy Story Operation game soon. He went with his brother and papa to buy some play sand for his sand box.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Wednesdays Weighty Issues
Ok I am going to try to do this weekly........every Wednesday. I thought of making a new blog for this. I am even part of another weight loss blog, (which I will go to after this post) but why make a new blog about my weight issues, why not just use this one, and update once a week. Hopefully this will help me out. IF my day changes, I will just edit this particular post. Quick rundown.........I was always a thin person.....(haven't ya heard/spoke those words before.) Anyway I was.......I was around 125 or so before getting pregnant with AJ. 6 months into my pregnancy I was still about 130 or so.......really sick the whole time, but luckily I was put on a very strong medicine that helped me to keep food down. In the hospital before he was born, 190!! yep big difference. but after he was born, 3 days later, I weighed in at the hospital and was 154.....another huge difference. 2 weeks later? I was in size 8......didn't weigh myself, but I think it had been about 140 or so...........anyway, shortly after that, about a month.......gained 60 pounds!!! I was not eating much, and was NOT sitting on my butt like the nurse told me to stop doing........it just kept gaining on me faster and faster. How embarrassing and sad is it when your friends look at you in horror, asking you what on earth happened!!! I found out it was the Depro-vera shot........after 3 of them I stopped, and that was years ago...my excuse now? I am not lazy........but I don't get much exercise.........I have a gym membership, but barely use it. My excuse is simple.......it is me!! Though sometimes, online fitness classes at accreditedonlineschools.org seem a better option than going to the gym.
My daily food intake today has made me want to cry.........870 calories in that meal......
Spicy chicken sandwhich
Medium Fries
NOT couting the drink since I have only taken a few drinks, threw the rest out. I always do this, eat something unhealthy THEN get upset about it and tell myself I can't do that again......or so often..........I can say that I am proud of myself for NOT snacking at night the past 4 days. Anyway I won't say what my weight is, not ready to go there........but when I see a full body picture of me, or my reflection in the mirror? I want to cry..........I want to hide..........but I can't hide, and crying only makes me feel worse!! I always say I will start Monday, to eat better and exercise........why always Monday in my mind? Monday comes and nothing changes, and then it's Monday again..........well NOT ANYMORE.......TODAY!! Nothing is different........I just don't want to feel this way.......and NO ONE can change that for me. ONLY ME! LOL
Ok off my fat pedestal for now until next Wednesday........I might have a Sunday Sins entry, to update any "miss steps"
*Edit* Made appointments with a trainer at the gym for both AJ and I. We go next week.
My daily food intake today has made me want to cry.........870 calories in that meal......
Spicy chicken sandwhich
Medium Fries
NOT couting the drink since I have only taken a few drinks, threw the rest out. I always do this, eat something unhealthy THEN get upset about it and tell myself I can't do that again......or so often..........I can say that I am proud of myself for NOT snacking at night the past 4 days. Anyway I won't say what my weight is, not ready to go there........but when I see a full body picture of me, or my reflection in the mirror? I want to cry..........I want to hide..........but I can't hide, and crying only makes me feel worse!! I always say I will start Monday, to eat better and exercise........why always Monday in my mind? Monday comes and nothing changes, and then it's Monday again..........well NOT ANYMORE.......TODAY!! Nothing is different........I just don't want to feel this way.......and NO ONE can change that for me. ONLY ME! LOL
Ok off my fat pedestal for now until next Wednesday........I might have a Sunday Sins entry, to update any "miss steps"
*Edit* Made appointments with a trainer at the gym for both AJ and I. We go next week.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Is it Fall yet?

Aiden had a super fun day at school he said.....his teacher said he is very polite and is adjusting really well. I hope that as time goes on, and he gets to know her, and makes friends, that he will not "act" up......he usually doesn't, but you know how kids are when they get to know someone.
I am working on crochet swap stuff.........none are due until the end of next month, but I want to get them out early. I really need to get busy with my own stuff........I have another design to work on.......one is Christmas related and not a square! LOL......the other is amigurumi related and actually Halloween. I started on it, but it is proving to be one of those, "hair pulling moments." So just finished a Fall towel topper and fall fridgie for a swap, just started on the Fall Amigurumi swap, and then it will be time to mail it off along with some wishes.
I changed my blogger background, found another blog that offers them, and I had a very hard time choosing one.....I wanted a fall one, but thought that might be jumping the gun just a bit. Who knows you might come back and I will have a Fall background. Hmmm....when does Fall officially start? Autumn begins the 22nd of September.
Friday, August 20, 2010
1st Day Jitters for Mommy!! Crochet update too


I have not been very good about posting my crochet work!! LOL....I was lucky enough to test these adorable Ice Scream cones for Halloween. ANGIE designed them, and you can click her name to be taken to her blog with her patterns.

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